HAPPY NEW YEAR, PEEPS! :)

May the new year be a start of a FRESH beginning.

Signing off for now,
Kimmy :)

MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS! :)
Christmas eve and Christmas day had been wonderful. Its filled with lots of LAUGHTERS and LOVES. And yes, am back to work today. :)

My dad had been feeling really lousy with his badly swollen gum. This morning, I went to the clinic and dential to seek advise. Coincidence, my parents had a wedding dinner to attend and so my sister had to attend in his behalf. After they left for the banquet, Landis accompanied Dad in the shop while I bought dinner for him and companied him eat.

I watched him. He IS aging and I can't ignored the lines formed around his eyes and forehead. He IS lonely and IS starting to lose his momentum. He knew I had guests coming over tonight and urged me to go home. He assured me in his way that he would be fine. I wanted him to go home, but he planned to wait for my mum and sister.

I hear him sing... I hear his weariness and lonliness. My heart ACHE. He has always been my pillar. Thou people wanna bring him down and misunderstood him, he stayed strong. He is the power that moulded me to who I am today.

I always tell myself, "I'm living with fighters (my dad & hubby), I must be strong to be worthy of their strength".

I drove home with teary eyes and aching heart. As I grew older, the more I wanna hold them (my loved ones) closer.

My body is failing me. My head is at the verge of bursting into pieces. I'm so deprive of sleep these days. I'm sitting at the table with a box of tissue (for my "leaking" nose) on my side and a cup of hot coffee to keep me saint and AWAKE.

Lil Landis has been waking almost every night crying in pain. Yes, it's the teething season AGAIN. :( Even his fever/painkiller medicine is not taking much troll. I pray hard this phrase will be over soon. I'm so exhausted that I lose my appetite, patience and smiles.

SERIOUSLY, I can't hold on for very long. Too much stuffs require my attention. I'm only a human. I'm in need of a BREATHER!

"Hang in there, Kimmy! Have faith everything will be fine. Be strong." This is what I've been telling myself EVERYDAY for the past weeks. I grind my teeth shut, hold back my drowsiness, shut myself away from my wild paranoids and swallow down all the pains. I've got to fashion my expressions to prevent my tiredness from revealing.

Give me a few days to withdraw into my own inner space. I promise I will emerge with much composure as you will usually see in me again.

Jessy! Welcome HOME to our Sunny Island, Singapore!!! :)

Yesterday morning, I don't need a second snooze to wake up. I jumped up once my hubby pat my head at 4.55am... I'm wide awake and excited, cos my darling sister was returning home from Holland. I was so jumpy (in a good way) and ecsatic.

At the airport, we hugged and teared alittle. Its so good to have her back into our embraces. We chatted NON-STOP and OF COS!!! HIT the saloon in the afternoon. We came home shocking everyone with our new hairdos and COLOURS!!!! LOL!!! :) Even Rebecca (my "half" sister), couldn't resist the temptations to join us! Wahahaha... :) Well, no sneak preview for now, let the suspense go alittle longer. ;P

Not forgetting, I have to thank my nice lil brother of mine; who sat in for me the whole day while we were turning the saloon upside down. Thanks, dude. :) Appreciate it.

Christmas eve in 9days!!! Its looking really good now with her returning and all of us united with much to tell and laughters to share. I say, NO MORE to oversea calls, online chat and lousy connection!!! Our family is complete once again. :)

Its late at night with both my darling boys comfortably tucked in. Well, I can't get to sleep. So I browsed thru youtube and found my all time favourite Christmas music video; LAST CHRISTMAS. YUP. Is an old school kinda music video, BUT it just went so well with the ambience and tempo of the song. The lyrics, needless to say, is sad yet blended perfectly to my script of how your love would want you so bad when you meet again after a year long... *told you I'm a hopeless romance freak!!!

Christmas is merely 2weeks away from now and almost all the radio stations are filling the air with Christmas songs. I TOTALLY AM LIVING IN IT! :)

For the past 26years, I'm still hopeful that I will be in Santa's visit list. Wouldn't it be an honour to see a REAL Santa Clause? If I don't get to see him this year, it must be, I haven't been good enough. Anyways, enjoy with me this music video. :)

I used to collect all the beautiful & inspirational quotes or even poems in a lil scrape book. I will read them over and over again. You may call me a hopeless romance freak, but reading poetry lift my spirit in numerous ways. I will reflect and lived in nostalgia for an hour or two. At times, escape into my "inner" world and cried over sentimental memories.

Being a woman is tough enough. It doesn't make it any better that we are 'supposedly claimed' to being unpredictable and men can NEVER get it. :(

Here I share one of my personal favourite; by Hebrew Talmud.

"Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib, not from his feet to be walked on, not from his head to be superior, but from his side to be equal, under the arms to be protected, and next to the heart to be loved."

Lovely isn't it? Sigh... :)

NOW I'm feeling more HUMAN than minutes back. This harsh weather is seriously driving me NUTS! :( After enjoying a hot shower, I felt soooo much better. Recently, it has been pouring hard and having the monthly lady sickness isn't making me any better. I guess the usual imbalanced hormones are acting up AGAIN. Aarrggghhh..... =_=!!

I NEED A GOOD REST tonight. It will be another long day tomorrow with 2 weddings to attend. Wish me luck! >.<*

My right eyelid has been twitching. Hmmm... It means something GOOD will be happening soon. That's according to my Mum's cute theory. :) Alright, I'll be waiting. LOL.

Papa came back after his driving teaching. He said the most hilarious statement ever. He was wearing this really BIG jade ring that his late eldest brother gave him. Then he asked me and my Mum, "You know why I wear this ring while teaching?"


HE REPLIED: "NO. Cause I wanna remind myself that my eldest brother died of HEART ATTACK! Then when my student really get on my nerves, I must keep calm!!! Wahahaha..."

My Mum and I CRACKed up! =D

These days, everybody and everyone has been asking me to go on a HOLIDAY with my Hubby!! My parents especially. They have already told me where is a great place to go and where to shop... And they will be most happy to look after Landis for me!!! They were so enthu that my hubby even said, "I'll go buy tickets NOW! We'll go in 2weeks time!!" WTH!! I WAS SHOCKED! My hubby was enthu! He told me, "I'll bring you to somewhere nice." :) Excited. LOL! =D

Yes, I'm ecsatic. BUT, I told them not in 2weeks time. Cause Jessy will be home on the 14th (from Holland) and I wanna spend time with them (Jessy & Catty). I don't wanna miss out our holiday shopping and of cos all our sisterly stuffs. Not for anything in the world. So yup, my holiday can wait for now. :)

a patch of heaven where i'm seen as who i am.
a patch of space where you'll see what i scribble.


Catty.
Jessy.
Alexy.
Rebecca.












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