My body is failing me. My head is at the verge of bursting into pieces. I'm so deprive of sleep these days. I'm sitting at the table with a box of tissue (for my "
leaking" nose) on my side and a cup of hot coffee to keep me
saint and
AWAKE.
Lil Landis has been waking almost every night crying in pain. Yes, it's the teething season
AGAIN. :( Even his fever/painkiller medicine is not taking much troll. I pray hard this phrase will be over soon. I'm so exhausted that I lose my
appetite, patience and smiles.
SERIOUSLY, I can't hold on for very long. Too much stuffs require my attention. I'm
only a human. I'm in need of a
BREATHER!
"
Hang in there, Kimmy! Have faith everything will be fine. Be strong." This is what I've been telling myself
EVERYDAY for the past weeks. I grind my teeth shut, hold back my drowsiness, shut myself away from my wild paranoids and swallow down all the pains. I've got to fashion my expressions to prevent my tiredness from revealing.
Give me a few days to withdraw into my own inner space. I
promise I will emerge with much composure as you will usually see in me again.
