My 1st medical check up today. :) I'm glad all went well. We saw our baby's lil heartbeat, and I can't help breathe a sigh of relief. Initially, I'm worried. Reason being, I experienced bleeding for a week and I didn't know I'm expecting then. So this scan means ALOT to me, and knowing my baby is safe... I know my prayers are heard.

My mum is worried bout my appetitie, as my intake of food is seriously pathetic. Too much and I'll be sick. I assured her that, this is just a phrase. Just wait till my craving kicks in!!! :D I've got loads of stuffs to work on but my body is not helping. My brain is so fried that I just feel like hibernating thru my pregnancy!!! LOL!!! Craps, I know! :D I'm just bullcrapping! It will be a shame to miss out the process of my baby's growth. I JUST NEED MORE SLEEP that's all. ;D People say, "a Hungry man is an Angry man", but for my case is more likely, "an Exhausted mummy is a Cranky lady"!!! LOL...

Another 4weeks till the OSCAR scan. Fingers crossed and pray for the best.

P.S: My lil Landis has been praying too. :)

It has been awhile since the words spread, and YES, I'm expecting my second baby. I have yet to thank all my friends for their well wishes. Thanks, guys! :)

I know, I MIA for weeks AGAIN. :( I'm totally drained. Seriously, I don't remember being this exhausted when I'm expecting Landis then. Even with 8hours of sleep every night, I still have a hard time getting up in the morning. My back will hurt like mad and there's little I can do bout it anyways. Bear with me alittle. I'm trying to sort out my thoughts.

I'm thankful my hubby is an understanding man. He insisted that I've to have an undisturbed sleep and he would help me out in the night if Landis needed his milk. :) He told me last night, "Dear, you seem to lose your smile during your pregnancy..." I could sense his dismay. I could only assure him that I'll be fine in another month. Just let me adjust to my new body and routines. He tried to loosen me up by playing his guitar and singing my favourite songs; even Landis joined in singing and dancing. We might be poor, but my lil home is rich with loves. :)

Even with me tired all round the clock, I still spared hours with him after work. Reading his favourite books, singing, dancing, playing with his favourite toy cars... Assuring him, my love will not alter even with a second baby. Telling him, how much I love him and hugging him is such a joy. Only 2years old, Landis has already been a great help for my pregnancy. He didn't make much fuss and would treat me with care. He would hug my tummy and said, "Hug hug baby". :)

Like what my hubby always say, "Our family maybe small, but it's still good. Its always a joy to come home to see us welcoming him from a hard day work...". :) We count our blessings and we're very thankful... :)

Does it cross your mind on how would your life be if you're with someone else instead of your current companion? I bet, no one would be honest enough to even admit to yourself, fearing guilt would wash over our conscious when comparison took place.

For me, I take this as a joke. I would laugh at my silly thoughts and even puke on those very wrong kind of guys. I could even virtualise how my life would be or how I would turn abusive and bashed the jerk. Hahaha... No harm done. LOL.

Please don't assume that I don't love my husband. In fact, I love him like nuts, I can never thought of leaving him for others. I know No One can ever love me like he does. Its just a post on how truthful would you be to yourself. I got nothing to hide and I'm not bothered with your thoughts about me. Thoughts are just thoughts... :D

My body is going thru changes and I've been feeling really tired lately. Work has been pretty alright, and I'm just taking things one step at a time. The hazey weather hasn't been doing us much good... and I'm now trapped indoor for good.

Before the haze attack, we brought Landis to ECP weeks back to mess up the sand AGAIN. LOL! He had fun no doubt and we all had a nice sun tanned. And last Saturday night, we went to the Night Safari with the tribe. :) We walked like miles and challenged our staminas. WE WERE EXHAUSTED after that! The next day, all of us experienced pains and aches EXCEPT for Landis, of course! He clinged onto us thru out the hike and we totally regret not bringing his pusher! Lesson learnt! >.<*

Another 2 weeks can I then rest my mind. Till then, I'll just smile and pray.

a patch of heaven where i'm seen as who i am.
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