This is something I've been feeling for the past month. I'm not complaining but just trying to "flush" it out, of my system. No matter how nice or patience a person can be, there is ALWAYS a limit. When there are certain additional factors throw in, the tolerance level maybe effected too. I realise most people are too into "me, myself and I" and turn out not very compassionate or even sympathetic. Well, it's kinda sad but I'm much immune to it now.

People like to see what they wanna see, and hear what they love to hear. I can't possibly pleased everyone. I'm JUST a human as well. Seriously, I doubt even God can please everyone. I guess it's a norm to see me so quiet and solemn, but is not something I can control. I would love to be that hyper-cheerful-radiant-outgoing Kimberly, my loved ones and friends know and love. But at this moment in time, you seriously can't expect to find much of the energy ions in my body.

My body is screaming help, my mind is crowded with piles and piles of craps, my soul just wanna rest. But I can't possibly just throw everything aside to get the rest that I need. That would be too selfish of me to do so. I still have a family in my hands, especially my lil darling boy who needs me.

Maybe you would say, because you can't let go and be selfish that's why you are suffering. BUT I would love to think that because I can't let go, that's why I keep pushing on; my son is that special motivation for me to move on and my husband is that pillar that I always lean on when I need a breather. :)

It will be another few months before the arrival of my lil darling, so till then, I'll just be known as the ICE QUEEN!!! LOL!!! After November, the reborn Kimberly will be BACK. This, I PROMISE. :)

P.S: Dear Hubby, I know you tried all means to get me out of the house and chill. BUT, for now, I prefer to stay home, rest and be embrace with the love you and Landis shower on me. :) I'm too exhausted to even talk, remember? Bear with me, hun. :)

P.P.S: My baby's gender will be known in 17th June. I will update soon again IF my dizziness can spare me from time to time. :) Loves~

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